xkronosx's Journal

11:48PM - A New Beginning

Yeah, I haven't updated since July 4th. Been hanging out with people all over the place. Jeremy at the beach, Mike and them at Ryans Field and Mikes house, I even went to see some movies with Kristen. Nothing big has really occured as of late. Kristen and I have agreed that we will only be friends for now and that we'll both go our separate ways. I know it took me long enough, but it's happening. I'm just wondering where this is going to lead me to. I guess I'll find out in due time.

12:18AM - Tonght was AMAZING

Tonight was absolutely AMAZING. Left my house around 6:00 and went to Beach 3 and stayed there until about 7:00, no one showed up so I decided to wander for a little bit. Met up with Kristen and them down by Beach 4 and decided to stay there. We threw each other in which was loads of fun for me. After the Fireworks started I got to talk with Kristen a little and we swam around and things like that. I had a REALLY great time with all of them tonight. I hope I'm able to hang out with all of them again sometime this summer and do something like that again. Well, that's about all there is to say right now. Tonight was great, I have some of the best friends anyone can look for in the world and I hope I never lose them. Talk to you all later.

Current mood: My friends are the BEST

Current music: Disturbed-Remeber

6:38PM

Autobiography


Part 1: The Birth of You

Were you a planned baby?: don't know, don't care
Were you the first?: yes
Who was present at your birth?: people
Were your parents married when you were born?: no
What is your birthdate?: 10-31-88

Part 2: The Family

How would you describe your family?: family?
Are your parents married? Seperated?: I'll assume seperated
Siblings or an only child?: One half brother
If you have siblings are you oldest, middle, or youngest?: oldest
What are your sibling(s) names?: Jarred
Which parent do you get along with best?: don't talk to either
What do you fight about?: nothing
Do you have step parents?: no

Part 3: The Friends

Do you have more than one best friend?: yeah
Who are your best friends?: Kristen, Mike, Mike
What do you like to do when you are together?: hang out
Do you share the same interests?: each one of them
Which friend can you tell anything to?: Kristen

Part 4: Your Personality

How high/low is your self esteem?: medium
Do you get depressed about things easily?: depends on what "thing" it is
Are you an extrovert or an introvert?: you'll never know
Are you happy?: certain times
Do you live life to the fullest?: mostly

Part 5: Appearance

Are you comfortable with the way you look?: yeah
What would you change about your appearance if you could? nothing
Do you have any piercings besides your ears?: no
Describe your hair?: hair?
How do you dress? with clothes

Part 6: The Past

Were you a strange child? yes
Has nothing changed? some
What did you use to love that you no longer do? I still do everything
Do you have the same friends?: some
Was there anything in your past that was traumatizing?: yeah

Part 7: The Future

What is your ambition?: to get out of Carmel, and be happy
Are you scared of growing old?: no
Do you want to get married?: yeah

Part 8: The Outdoors

Do you prefer indoors or outdoors?: usually out
What is your favorite season? summer or winter
Favorite weather?: sunny, mid 60's to low 70's
Do you like walking in the rain? yes

Part 9: Food

Are you a vegetarian?: no
What is your favorite food?: anything that I can eat
What food makes you want to gag?: the kinds that I can't eat
What is your favorite dessert?: anything that goes good after dinner
What is your favorite restaurant?: Olive Garden
Are you a fussy eater? very

Part 10: Relationships and Love

Are you single or taken?: single
Do you think love is the best feeling in the world?: perhaps
Do you believe in love at first sight?: yes
Do you think your in love currentlly: I'm not sure

Current mood: na...na...na...na

Current music: Fable: The Lost Chapters

4:42PM

Yeah, so Kristen has made her mind up of us not dating due to her own personal reasons which I won't say because it isn't my place to say it. But what I can't understand, is the fact that I usually seemed down whenever I thought about this possibly happening, but since it's happened, I'm fine, I'm not emotional at all. Not sad, angry, anything. I'm just...me. Can someone explain to me why this is. Why am I not upset, why aren't I depressed that the one person I want to be with more than anything has told me that we probably won't ever be together again.

Is there something wrong with me?

Current mood: Why am I not upset?

5:52PM - Mike and BIG Mike

Alright, today was a normal day for the most part. At the end of the day, Mike was talking to Candace, I went up and gave her a hug like I usually do. I overheard their conversation and just let Mike know what I thought about it. Mike got angry and told me to go to my bus, I didn't and walked back to him and got a little angry myself. Mike I'm sorry, I should have gone when you told me to. I don't know exactly what was shared between BIG Mike and Mike in at the school because I got out of there before I lost it.

Seriously, Mike and BIG Mike, both of you, either forget all of your problems and shit with one another and be friends, or stop talking to one another, because I'm one of the people that's caught in the middle of all of this, and I hate it because it seems as though your both trying to make me see just your side of the story and be on it and hate the other. I'm not going to be doing that. No matter what you two decide, I'm staying friends with both of you. So please, if not for yourselves, do this for me, either stop fighting, or stop talking. Let this shit end already, it's stupid on for this to happen.

Once more Mike, sorry, I should have listened to you and gone when you asked me to.

Current mood: This is tiring

Current music: Disturbed-Avarice

10:28PM - Today Was AWESOME

well, this morning at school we got to finish watching Schindlers List which was an AMAZING movie. I really want to get it. had a Math test as well, I got a perfect score like always. We only had half of English today because we watched Fun With Dick and Jane. I saw that movie in theaters, but thought it was really good. afterschool I came to Mikes hung out here for about 45 minutes, then we went to Hoeys Shop and everyone had a Magic Tournament...I wasn't appart of it because I didn't want to be, but I still had my deck on me to play a few people, lost to everyone I played but whatever, just played because I could. Afterwards everyone went to the theater to get tickets, someone screwed up and got me a 9:30 showing of it, so I didn't get to see X3. But I went to the Coffee House at the Hgih School and thought that was really great...especially since I got to be there with Kristen...I can't remember the last time her and I had such a great time together, I really hope we can do it again sometime. After the Coffee House ended, Kristen gave me a ride over to the Shop Rite plaza and there I met up with everyone. stole food from people like I always do...so yeah, that's pretty much my entire day in a nutshell

Current mood: Kristen is amazing

Current music: Sonic Mega Collection Plus

8:26PM

12:50PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KRISTEN

5:22PM - All About Me

W H O . W A S . T H E . L A S T . P E R S O N . T H A T?

1. You hung out with?: Mike
2. Saw you cry?: No one
3. Went to the movies with you?: Everyone
4. You went to the mall with?: Mike
5. You went to dinner with?: No one
6. You talked on the phone to?: My mother
8. Made you smile?: Kristen

W O U L D . Y O U . R A T H E R?

1. Pierce your nose or tongue?: neither
2. Be serious or be funny?: Funny
3. Drink whole or skim milk?: neither
4. Die in a fire or drown?: Drown
5. Spend time with your parents or enemies?: Enemies

D O . Y O U . P R E F E R . . .

1. Flowers or candy?: Candy
2. Gray or black?: Black
3. Color or Black and white photos?: Black and White
4. Lust or love?: Love
5. Sunrise or sunset?: Dusk
6. M&Ms or Skittles?: Skittles
8. Staying up late or waking up early?: Staying up late AND waking up early


D O . Y O U . P R E F E R . . .
1. Sun or moon?: Moon
2. Winter or Fall?: Fall
3. Left or right?: Right
4. 10 acquaintances or having two best friends?: Two best friends
6. Vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream?: Vanilla

A B O U T . Y O U !

1. WHAT TIME IS IT?: 5:25
2. First and middle Name?: J.D.
3. Nickname(s): Jay
4. What is your birth date?: 10-31-88
5. What do you want?: Kristen
6. Where do you want to live? Anywhere, as long as my friends and people I care about are near
8. You want to get married?: Yes, sometime in the future

U N I Q U E !

1. Nervous habit?: Scratching even when I don't have an itch
2. Are you double jointed?: yes
3. Can you roll your tongue?: yes
4. Can you raise one eyebrow?: yes
5. Can you cross ur eyes?: yes
6. Do you make your bed daily?: no

H a v e y o u e v e r?

1. Had a b/f or g/f?: yes
2. Bought something: yes
4. Sang: yes
5. Been Hugged?: yes
6. Felt stupid: yes
7. Missed someone: yes
8. Got drunk: no
9. Danced crazy: no
10. Gotten your hair cut: yes
11. Cried: yes
12. Lied: yes
13. Been Kissed?: yes
14. Snuck out of the house: yes

Current mood: I need something to do

6:39PM - never hear of it

6:32PM - WOOHOO

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6:27PM

8:52PM - i always wanted kids

10:57PM

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10:32PM - my quiz

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Current mood: cheerful

Current music: conflict-disturbed

7:49PM

Your Superhero Profile

Your Superhero Name is The Robo Squirrel Your Superpower is Shape Shifter Your Weakness is The Moon Your Weapon is Your Silver Whip Your Mode of Transportation is Unicycle

7:48PM

I'm Phobophobia!



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7:35PM

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7:33PM

Your Five Variable Love Profile

Propensity for Monogamy: Your propensity for monogamy is medium. In general, you prefer to have only one love interest. But it's hard for you to stay devoted for too long! There's too much eye candy to keep you from wandering. Experience Level: Your experience level is high. You've loved, lost, and loved again. You have had a wide range of love experiences. And when the real thing comes along, you know it! Dominance: Your dominance is medium. You tend to be the one with more power. You aren't a total control freak in relationships.. But of course you don't mind getting you way! Cynicism: Your cynicism is low. You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance. No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter. You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate. And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon. Independence: Your independence is medium. In relationships, you need both "me time" and "we time." You usually find it easy to be part of a couple. But occasionally you start to feel a little smothered.

10:25PM